[ It's funny how he wants to lie. Or deflect. Or dodge the truth of it.
But this is Mae and she matters to his boy. Josh might not know how he feels beyond what he already does ( trust, comfort, aspects of home away from actual home ) but that she means so much to Hikaru is more than enough.
He opens his mouth.
He closes it again. ]
Like I'm one step from crossing a line.
[ He can't look at her right now. But what'll be plain as day is confusion and maybe a little guilt.
He likes you. But he doesn't know if he wants to let go of the grip he has on his heart. Eudio makes so much more complicated than he thought. ]
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But this is Mae and she matters to his boy. Josh might not know how he feels beyond what he already does ( trust, comfort, aspects of home away from actual home ) but that she means so much to Hikaru is more than enough.
He opens his mouth.
He closes it again. ]
Like I'm one step from crossing a line.
[ He can't look at her right now. But what'll be plain as day is confusion and maybe a little guilt.
He likes you. But he doesn't know if he wants to let go of the grip he has on his heart. Eudio makes so much more complicated than he thought. ]